Bit of a downer

Long weekend this weekend but I have to say I have had better weekends. First the insurance company paid out but insist I was partly to blame so have only paid out 50%. This means the hire bike has to go back so I am without my own transport after Friday. I will of course have to get another bike but that takes time, and money. I have had a few problems with my ankle and a trip to the doctors seems to point to another operation. As you know I changed my shift and working longer hours. The idea was that we would have some spare cash to enjoy these long weekends. However things do not seem to have worked out and we still seem to have no spare cash after paying our bills. The result of this is I assume a period of depression which meant I have found it difficult to motivate myself to do any thing including church this morning. I am feeling a little better this evening but still feel very tired and find everything a struggle. I hope things will only get better from now.